Getting ready for the rest of my life....

After a dissapointing MM class on Saturday I have found that I'm in a challenge right now and I am getting ready for the rest of my life. After a hard week last week (being bored with food, losing enthusiasm for the kitchen, wanting things to be simple) I have come to the realization that besides my extremely supportive fiance, I only need 1 person to support me through those down times.... me. And you know what, I am all that I need. Besides the occasional reachout to my family/friends on a bad day, I can and will succeed.

Tonia could see my pain on Saturday and she just gave me a hug and told me to hang in there. After some tears, a couple of phone calls (to Scott & Meika) and a shopping trip, I had a clear slate and fresh ideas. I can do this. I have never doubted my success but I feel like others are.

So, I've turned a new page in my book and I'm on a new chapter called Project Me. All I can do is keep plugging away, maintaining my fat & inches loss thus far and continue to work hard in the program. Today we switched cardio to 30 rounds of 30/30. I worked hard, pushed myself when I thought I was done I pushed harder at the next station and I felt good after. I have a great menu for today, loaded with veggies & fruits & protien. I'm looking forward to May 9th when we measure again.