My Aunt Patti told me that even in the hard times she wishes I would blog because we've all been there and can understand. So, here I am, having a not so great day and I'm finding this 28-Day Program & Bootcamp more of a challenge than I ever ever expected.
I think what's bringing me down is that fact that I still have not seen the results I'm looking for, weight wise. Honestly, for some reason, I feel like I'm disappointing everyone (Ben), including myself and I'm just feeling like it's never going to happen. Although I am thrilled that I have lost inches around my waist and hips, I am just sick of waiting to see when the weight will fall off. I am so happy for the other girls that have lost, I just want it to be my turn. I have made so many changes and for what? Not to see the weight results that I want? It doesn't make sense to me.
Warm weather is setting in which means bathing suits. I think I just expected since I wrote down on my goal sheet I'd lose 40-50 lbs, that I thought it would actually happen.
I don't want to quit, and I won't. From day 1 Ben has said that your mind and body are 2 different machines. My body is keeping up but my mind seems to be telling me that I won't reach my goal. I'm a mess. I'm just in a funk and it sucks.
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